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ever look forward to something even though you knew it would end up horrible and probably involve random explosions? it's that rush of excitement and fear that lets you know that you're alive, even if you don't want to be. i will be re-introduced to a new coworker tomorrow/today... a person who is likely to revive stinging memories and a burning sensation that no cream can possibly cure.

a sad thing when one looks forward to disaster. just something to fill the time and space... this should be interesting.