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i have a slurpee and it's cold, but i don't care,... do you remember when i cried in the car last night? i don't, i think... maybe i do. it's raining outside and the lightning is striking my heart, the flashes are the only things keeping me alive and from crashing into things in the dark. poor eyesight. i'm on the wrong side of the road again. did i just miss my turn? i'm so scared scared scared it's eating me alive, oh please just stop go i don't care, do something to let me know you're not alive. sip. half livewire mountain dew and half pina colada. i need a shower, i need a punch in the face. just forget this ever happened.